Its been a while since my last post and i have a lot of things to update every one about.

My whole life i have never felt spirtual warfare the way i have this year. I used to believe it really didnt exist or that it came in the relm of just bad attitudes or the way we feel. i really am not sure what a lot of people believe about spirtual warfare so i wont creep any one out by saying my exact expeirience but it was sooo real and so scary. i think its happening to me so strongly then every before because  i have never been so serious in my life about doing God's will and God's work as i have been this past year.  Wanting to go on the mission field is another huge reason why i think this is happening to me.   BUt for a while i was loosing that battle, i just really thought this is not worth being scared like this, or i thought working at youth group wasnt worth it. I was lossing the battle thinking that way. I even started to look for apartments with my one friend so i could forget about FYM and just live on my own.  It was so awesome how God completly closed that door for me and pretty m uch told me that i need to do FYM. BUt i still didnt feel right about England. Since about ayear ago when i applied God really opened my eyes for the need that there is for His work in England and i will never forget that and i will continue to pray for every one who is going to England. Everything in my life everything God has graced me with all points back to Mexico.  I love Latin AMerican i love Spanish speaking country . Some of the times God has  blessed me the most was when i was in Mexico or Nicaragua. So i am going to Mexico now and really feel so excited about it and feel a real prepration happening!